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I’m a complainer and I know that. I always moan about all that’s going wrong instead of focus what’s going right. And I acknowledge that. The last few years of my life have been very difficult and lately it feels like its just getting worse. Its so hard for me to focus on things that make me happy when I am almost always in a state of panic and anxiety. The news just gets worse and I truly and honestly do not know how to cope so my hair is falling out. I don’t know what I am expecting by posting this. I just feel unstable and like rat shit and I want you to know.